What my conscious mind does not want to work through my subconscious mind does. Though it seems to work in symbols rather than literal meaning. Sometimes just knowing the mind is processing and the heart/emotions don't have to become intensely involved is a relief. Today I was more angry than anything and I reminded myself to stop looking back at my past mistakes and the results of them. Actually, the results were not just of my mistakes but of someone else's mistakes combined with mine. And it is time to move forward, keeping the lessons and letting go of the unnecessary.

The move to a new location has begun in its literal sense as well. I will be moving this month. This is good. I am moving with plenty of time instead of hurrying out in a short amount of time. It is going to be exciting and frustrating, but so worth it in the end. To start over in a new place that is mine without memories or ghosts is a good thing.