And the Ferris Wheel glides slowly to a stop, with my car at the bottom and I exit gracefully... or something like that. My morning was a bit rough and tears came to my eyes several times, and I cried when I got home from church.  Then I got to work on a large task - mowing both the back and front yards - and the tears were gone. Physical exertion and accomplishment do help a lot. I am learning just how much lately. And I will need to figure out how to include those into my life after I finish here in this house and get settled into the new home.

I also plan to return to the old routine of going to the gym after work as I think that helps a lot. After a 2 week hiatus, it is time for that discipline and exertion to return to my life.

I feel calmer. I did a lot of writing earlier, during and after the tears. I don't have new insights, but I do have new questions to ponder.

And so it goes...