Today I just quietly walked away from that old ride, the old thoughts, and moved forward. I focused on my job during work hours, did errands on my lunch hour, and have been doing things here at home that need to be done. There have been thoughts in a direction that are a waste of time, but much less than yesterday and no emotional bouncing around was felt. 

I had a different ride this afternoon, though, as an offer was made on the house. We knew it was coming and expected it to be low. It was insultingly low. We countered, they gave their "best" offer. We refused. I would have had to be out of here in 3 weeks! I know I could have done it. Moe offered her place if I need a place to live. I probably could store a few things there, too, if I had to. I don't regret the refusal. Or the fact that I don't have to race to get out of here. It was fun and exciting for a short time. Just what I expect from a roller coaster!