I'm still searching for my voice today. I think it got lost in the noise of my emotions. I'm hoping tomorrow is quieter. 

There were a lot of emotions today. But some of them were so faint, they were almost unnoticeable. Soon they will fade away completely. I am looking forward to that. 

I realized how much I miss old routines but not specific people. I wonder if I can create new routines that meet the needs the old routines met. Or if I can find other things to meet other needs and the ones that are loud right now might fade and become lost just as the old feelings are fading away.