Today's emotional roller coaster feels like a Ferris Wheel. The good news is I am feeling tbe bigger picture in this ride, not the specific to the last 6 months. More and more I am feeling like I did 10 years ago once I started picking up the pieces. Despite the mistakes of the past 4-1/2 years, I feel more confident now than I did then. But I also am even more cynical now than I was then.

How to change the big picture to a bigger life? That is the question I want answered. But I'm the only one who can answer it. And I have no idea where to start...